the calm before the storm

music!

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 15:13:48 GMT

i bought the new coldplay cd yesterday!

since i've had my ipod i haven't bought any new music in a while. it makes me happy which is strange.

boring nothingness!!

nothing

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 00:35:24 GMT

today was really rainy

it made me sleepy, and thats just what i did!

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Sun, 05 Jun 2005 19:30:35 GMT

hey everybody!

i haven't had much time to update and the computer is about dead.

well, its summer vacation!!!yay!!! this update is very pointless, however i want to start writing again.

someone ate dinner at my house last night and it made me happy! the situation wasn't weird or anything, even though we look at baby pictures of me forever!
i had fun.

i recently got myself out of having to get a summer job at pjs. i get to clean my own house instead, i think its a pretty good deal.

well, i guess i will go, sorry it was so stupid.

Sun, 01 May 2005 22:36:07 GMT

so i know i haven't updated in a couple months. i'm sorry, if anyone ever read this stupid thing and actually found my life half way interesting. went on a church trip this weekend. i guess you could say it was less than enjoyable. i don't know if i will ever go on one again. i got a nail stabbed in my hand today by my youth director. thanks.

in other news, i'm feelilng a bit numb. school is almost over. i didn't get any progress reports, so i guess i'm home free. by the end of this week i'll be a senior. now i know its not the biggest thing ever, for people out in the real world. however its the biggest freakin deal now. isn't that sad.

i will determine my future this saturday by taking the SAT. i find this amusing that one test can change everything. then i get to deliver flowers, i'm so excited.

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 15:00:57 GMT

well hello!

i think something big is going to happen!!!!

hehehe

saturday

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 00:55:48 GMT

jo and i went to a wrestling tournament today.

it was so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! i really had a good time, and met some really good guys.

i took some pictures of chris wood's match. wow!!!

we also went and look at some more prom dresses. yippy!

look at those guns!( he's the one in the green)

this is kind of weird...

the best pin ever!!!!!!!!

well thats all, there are more on my photobucket

what do you think?!?!

?!?!

love!!!

this made me feel slightly better

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:34:53 GMT

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:26:11 GMT

hmmm...so i feel that something is missing...but i'm not sure what!?!

maybe its love, the lack of excitement, or maybe nothing at all.

i have been playing soccer for about two months now, if any body cares, and its been a learning experience. i never knew how much of a people pleaser i am. i have spent this time trying to make this middle age, white guy love me...not going so well.

so this didn't make any sense, and no one will comment.

such is life.

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 02:16:31 GMT

BOLD THE ONES THAT APPLY.

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i am a shopoholic.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
my parents were strict.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a guy.
i have way too many purses.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends
i have had braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love guys that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person. Usually
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving
i have horrible sense in direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love kisses on my forehead.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see BE a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate liars.
i like comfy sweatpants pajama pants.
i can play the piano.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family. No matter how nutty.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love little kids.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think im pretty.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i have never been camping.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life. Except for me.
i am close with my parents.
i don't have a curfew.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 01:49:21 GMT

so i haven't posted in an extremely long time!

sorry.

tons of shit has happened, and i have been in a weird funk lately.

here are some pictures. take a look, if you want to waste some time.

here they are, nothing special...sorry.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 00:36:43 GMT

i could cry right now.

this touched me

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:30:58 GMT

take a look

what now bitches?

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:13:34 GMT

VACA

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 21:07:38 GMT

this holiday was unlike any other...i actually had a good time.

i have many pictures and many stories to tell, most of which none of you want to read.

so here are the pics, i'll leave it at that. if you want to hear just ask.

jacksonville

tail lights

the highway

the view from the room in st. auggie

sunset

me in the hotel room

the oldest restaurant in st.auggie

the fountain outside

me in the restaurant

so thats about all.

the eve...

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:46:35 GMT

all alone.
by myself.

tons of people around.
none of which i fit in with.

my toes are pink.
my heart is black.

i wish i could be perfect.
just for you.

this doesn't go together, it wasn't suppose to.

don't be mad, its the holidays!
: (!

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 01:34:33 GMT

its blurry, you can't see my pictures....but it is....thats right kids.....my lincense!!!!

I GOT IT BACK!

another lame ass quiz!!!

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 13:20:18 GMT

A feel good quiz by cerulean_dreams
your name is...
your eyes	shine with an inner light
your hair	is soft and radiant
your smile	draws others towards you
your body	is voluptuous
your hugs	make others feel safe
your kiss	is stunning
your love	is not given likely

Quiz created with MemeGen!

weird subject, sorry it had to come out!

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 20:59:19 GMT

the leaves are falling, its about damn time its december.
its not cold outside.

lonely days and lonely nights.
the weather is making everything else worse!

i'm sick of it now!
don't call me, i don't give a fuck anymore!

goodbye
fuck off!

and this is what you said you "always wanted"

blahhhhh...to relationships of any kind.

another stupid quiz!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 01:04:56 GMT

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

its that time again kids.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:50:25 GMT

so i didn't sleep last night, not a wink.
which gave me time to think, about many things.
some being more important than others.like:

why i fall in and out of love so fast.
why must i always let myself down.

why i can't stand being alone for more then 2 seconds, but i push people way from me.
why i like only two favors of ice cream.

why i am only happy when people are with me.
why i can only sleep well,when i hope that someone else is with me.

why i can't get over legos and jello.
why people say that these are our "best years" of our life.

this is enough for now, no reason to be like this. not in here.
goodnight all.

take my damn quiz!

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 00:44:29 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

the bandwagon continues

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:03:17 GMT


roller coasters are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

so very true

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 00:28:14 GMT

the hell is over!!!

btw, i feel like dancing, kissing, and loving on someone right now.

hehehe
<3<3<3

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 21:45:58 GMT

OUTLINE!!!!

HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!!

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:35:20 GMT

lost without you.

nervous with you.